I am hot with rage,
I am hot with pain.
It is directed to no one
Save myself.
I love you; I need you.
How can you be gone?
Without you in my life
How can I go on?
All I have are memories
To hold on.
Did I ever tell you
How I loved you?
How I cared?
You'll never hold me
But did I tell you
You were my best friend?
I am hot with rage,
I am hot with pain
As i thought I could
Forget you.
I was so wrong,
I just can't do it.
I'm not that strong
Unexplained Mother'S Thoughts
Into the void of my soul,
Through the eyes,
That where you stare.
Precious child,
My life you know,
Through your power of care.
You saw it all in a flash,
Every secret and lie.
You knew me before I did...
Why is it now you must say to me Good-Bye?
Unexplained Mother'S Thoughts
Into the void of my soul,
Through the eyes,
That where you stare.
Precious child,
My life you know,
Through your power of care.
You saw it all in a flash,
Every secret and lie.
You knew me before I did...
Why is it now you must say to me Good-Bye?
Too Young To Die
Pain was a part of my life
It affected every aspect.
I just couldn't take it anymore
I thought there was a lot to be gained
From suicide.
It seemed like the perfect solution
One that would end the pain and
Take me far away
From my painful existance.
Satan would whisper:
'No one would care if you died.
In fact, you'd be doing everyone good around,
You make a big favor by killing yourself'.
I saw the world in various shades of grey
I longed to take death out of God's hands and
Into my own.
I wanted to fulfil my selfish desire
By ending my life.
But God said: 'I want to give you life
not death. I have too many plans for your
life. Don't listen to Satan's lies
I will save you if you let me.
You're too young to die'
It hurts me now to remember that
Painful time
How I almost went over the edge.
I shudder to think how my family
And friends would have felt.
So much pain
Because they lost me too soon
Our lives do matter, I hope,
Our people do care,
We may feel alone but,
We aren't really, I hope.
Unless we choose to shut people out.
But more important God cares
About each and every one of us,
He wants to help us
But first we must give him control.
Then freedom will come and the pain
Will depart long away from our chain,
Peace will flow into my heart,
I sure will be more free than you've
Ever been before.
God will give back my life
He will strenghten and restore me,
As much as He can for my poor life
And if He can and if I let Him to.
Adriana Iosub Caras