Into the void of my soul, Through the eyes, That where you stare.
Precious child, My life you know, Through your power of care.
You saw it all in a flash, Every secret and lie. You knew me before I did...
Why is it now you must say to me Good-Bye?
The stars are shining Their light's so brightening; I thought I could make a wish. And now I live in the shadow of that wish.
I have no fear in my heart Under the brightening shining stars. My wish was sent away to stars And I alone control my Fate which is my wish.
Immortal beauty such as them, A wishful dreamer such as me; But only dreams and falling stars Will tell me what is to be.
Pain was a part of my life It affected every aspect. I just couldn't take it anymore I thought there was a lot to be gained from suicide.
It seemed like the perfect solution One that would end the pain and Take me far away From my painful existence.
Satan would whisper: 'No one would care if you died. In fact, you'd be doing everyone good around, You make a big favour by killing yourself'.
I saw the world in various shades of grey I longed to take death out of God's hands and Into my own. I wanted to fulfil my selfish desire By ending my life.
But God said: 'I want to give you life not death. I have too many plans for your life. Don't listen to Satan's lies I will save you if you let me. You're too young to die'
It hurts me now to remember that Painful time How I almost went over the edge.
I shudder to think how my family And friends would have felt. So much pain Because they lost me too soon
Our lives do matter, I hope, Our people do care, We may feel alone but, We aren't really, I hope. Unless we choose to shut people out.
But more important God cares About each and every one of us, He wants to help us But first we must give him control.
Then freedom will come and the pain Will depart long away from our chain, Peace will flow into my heart, I sure will be more free than you have
Ever been before. God will give back my life He will strengthen and restore me, As much as He can for my poor life And if He can and if I let Him to
I am hot with rage, I am hot with pain. It is directed to no one Save myself. I love you; I need you. How can you be gone? Without you in my life How can I go on? All I have are memories To hold on. Did I ever tell you How I loved you? How I cared? You'll never hold me But did I tell you You were my best friend? I am hot with rage, I am hot with pain As I thought I could Forget you. I was so wrong, I just can't do it. I'm not that strong